When are they going to release the names of the
murdered and injured? Will they be people I know? Soldiers from places in
Israel I’ve never heard of? Truck drivers delivering goods? The mother of my
grandchild’s buddy? The neighbor down the street? My daughter’s friend from
high school? G-d forbid!
It’s not healthy checking the news and emails every
few minutes. So far, no names on the emails. That’s a good sign. Still,
somewhere in Israel someone is being mourned by his or her loved ones. Others
are gathered praying for the seriously injured to have a full recovery. After
three decades I still can’t get used to the terror. I refuse to accept it as
reality.
Yesterday was Shabbat Zachor. The Shabbat when
we read the special passage from Deuteronomy, chapter 25, verses 17-19. Remember
what Amalek did to you on the way when you went out of Egypt. That he happened
upon you on the way, and he struck those at the end and the weak when you were
faint and tired, and he didn’t fear G-d. When Hashem, your G-d, gives you rest
from all your surrounding enemies in the land that HaShem, your G-d, gave you
as an inheritance to possess, you shall wipe out the memory of Amalek from
under the heaves. Don’t forget!
As I sat in the synagogue waiting to hear the reading
there was no way I could forget the evil of Amalek. Barely thirty-six hours
earlier there had been Hamas rockets fired on Tel Aviv and gunmen entered two
separate mosques in New Zealand murdering fifty people. Then we listened to the
Haftorah, taken from Samuel One, chapter 15 and as I heard verse 9 I almost
burst into tears.
Shaul and the people had pity on Agag ( the king of the Amalekites)…and did not
destroy them. THEY HAD PITY ON THEM! They didn’t believe what the
Midrash teaches us: He who is compassionate to the cruel will ultimately
become cruel to the compassionate.
Life is not a Disney movie and as much as it’s praiseworthy
to believe the best of others we must be realistic also. There’s evil in the
world and that evil needs deterrence and punishment. Shaul missed the boat, had
pity on Agag, and Agag lived long enough to become the ancestor of Haman, the villain
who wanted to annihilate all the Jews in Persia.
His descendants continue to do evil; rockets in Tel
Aviv, murders in mosques, and today, drive-by shootings just kilometers from my
home. While writing these words I discovered that one of the injured is a
former neighbor of my son and a father to a large family. Please pray for Achiad
Ehud ben Carmit. May he have a full and
speedy recovery.
Amidst my worries and concerns I’m conscious of one fact
that keeps me sane. Purim is this week. As we read the megillah we’ll bear
witness once again that HaShem will never totally abandon us. He will never
allow Amalek a total victory. In the end good will triumph.
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